itunes : sum 41- with me
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terbacalah conversation log, tersebutlah julukan kalong sehat -,- hahaha cukup terhibur tp lama2 sadar kalo udh kehilangan sosok itu. hilang fisik? tidak. dia baik2 saja, tp suasananya- kondisinya- keakrabannya yang hilang.
sampai pada suatu tanggal, suatu bulan dan tahun tersebut lagu with me -nya sum41 yg waktu itu sedang ia dengarkan.
"i wait here forever just to see you smile. cause it's true, i'm nothing without you
i want you to know with everything i wont let this go, these words are my heart and soul ~ and i won't let go"
i want you to know with everything i wont let this go, these words are my heart and soul ~ and i won't let go"
itu sepenggal liriknya, malam ini dilewati konflik batin, katanya "baru sadar liriknya kaya gitu, ntah wktu itu buat ngehibur atau emg pas cuma lg dnger aja"-"coba ada mesin waktu, ulang semuanya ulaaaang" tp namanya manusia terbatas dalam dimensi waktu, gaperlu disesali, jalani, nikmati, pelajari, kita lihat nanti.
....haha sepasang mata digenangi air malam ini. kangen!! iya kangen keakraban itu kangen sosok itu.
tidak menjauh, tidak pergi, tidak beda prilakunya, tapi -lagi2- suasananya yg beda. "dekat"nya beda. kalo sekarang lebih dekat tp lebih mengiris. mungkin karna kejujuran saya;kita beberapa waktu lalu.
lesson: to be honest is not always makes you happy. sometimes it hurts you, present or future
"to be honest is not always makes you happy, sometimes it hurts you, present or future"
ReplyDeleteto be honest maybe makes you get hurt but someday you'll be grateful with what you've done. get hurts is much much much better than never get it, cause when you get hurts, you'll know what is happiness. one day you'll get it, i know that. you've been waiting for so long for that happiness, you been suffer for a long time. i know people like you will have the happy ending.
is this 'look back' about mr. hot & cold?